seeking, request, pursuit, bespeak, hunt, call for, bay, quester, crusade, mission, more...

routine, stagnation, inertia, idleness, complacency

holy grail, quest for the grail, more...

spiritual, own, religious, personal, long, human, endless, eternal, constant, hopeless, romantic

diligent search,   on a mission,   search or pursuit,   search for meaning,   epic journey,   knight's pursuit,   new adventure,   inner journey,   diligent search for,   go on a mission